Going on A trip
Or to the party
Thoughts swirled around
What should I wear
My friends have seen me
In this color and style
Now it’s time for new set of clothes
Let me go and shop for few
I can’t just wear same as before
My pictures are on social media everywhere
And I don’t want to look so same
Inner insecurities make me feel lame
I shop instead this lovely dress
Lovely shoes, lovely jacket
And some makeup to go with the whole
Now I feel comfortable and whole
And that’s a truckload of pollution I bring
And some cancer strains for your and my kids
As someone is definitely getting affected by my actions
And as a rule there will be some reaction
Laughing with my friends while partying
Self indulgent and irresponsible is what I am being
I ignore the reality since I can
Karma is smiling saying maybe in this lifetime
-praj101