Relationships

I am for joy

I am for support

I am for learning

I am for letting go

I am long term

I am just for a while

I am abusive 

Just not right

I am experiential 

As it is

I am for togetherness 

To support in need

I am for give

I am for take

I am more balanced

As that’s all it takes

I am under pressure

Ready to be free

I am like a mirror

To show authentically 

I am just pure luck

Free will makes beautiful tweet

I am here with no judgement 

Unconditional love makes it sweet

- praj101

Release

Plucking all the weeds from the garden this morning 

A sudden realizations came in sight

A little-big insecurities within and beyond

Those molds so old withholding my pride

An edge becomes rough and I become tough

And hot lava comes from somewhere inside

Drama comes with a trauma out of step

Still put the best foot forward says the tribe

Expectations hold like weeds stopping wheels 

Growth comes to halt as friction slowly grows

Some of these traits I hire from past

Ancestral DNA and experiences that lasts

Paternal and maternal patterns come in play

Societal etiquettes help to mold me this way

Friends do vibe and resonance develop

Yet most are vibrating at the same frequency as mine

So here I release all that is not serving

To be free from weeds that are holding me tight

I release one by one those over scrupulous dramas 

I release those ancestral patterns and karmas

All that is not what is right and whole

I let go and I release some more

The strains of perfections I release them too

I release expectations that are not fit to grow

The lies and the chunks of moralities in them

I release those things with no authentic play

Suppression of voice- I release that too

I do my song with my own tune

I release and relax and feel so light

No friction inside to hold me back from my flight

I release to make space for what I feel is right

 I reconstruct myself to be whole with delight 

- praj101

Shadow self

Sometimes I laugh when everyone is laughing

Or talk fast to chime with others

I hide my vulnerability with a guilt inside

And show interest  to appear attentive 

And that’s all pretending... I know for sure

But it just feels little safe at that moment

And so life goes on in a shadow

Without feeling all that great

What is your shadow self

Is it being that party joker 

To make sure no one knows

You have a side that is broken

Or is it being sarcastic and edgy

While inside you are very shy

And you want to appear strong and tough

As your soft self has made you cry

Or you acting real smart

Covering your weakness by being bold

Or do you act dumb just to blend in

So you can be with popular bunch

The light of pretense will drain energies 

It’s invigorating to be just you.. you know 

Feel all the good and bad of self

Removing shadow makes you complete so you can grow 

Praj101

Elements

Got Fire in my gut

Got Air in my speech

Ready to take action and blaze

Like a gladiator machine

Tenacious Metal unique as me

Like a vessel with boundaries 

Earthy balanced I stay grounded

To connect to angels with such ease

With Water I cool and feel my depth 

A support comes from ancestors as I glance

Past and present holding hands

Heaven on earth this Elemental dance

Praj101